Documentation

Word is the essence of existence
Word is idea materialized

My Place of Enchantment

my day dreams and imaginations


I would not exchange my leisure hours for all the wealth in the world - Comte de Mirabeau

On God

If God did not exist, it would be necessary to invent Him.
Voltaire (Epistle on the "Three Imposters")

On Cheating

in my highschool yearbook ... i was quoted as a cheatbuster
and my classmates hated my guts for it

On Work

my work is my pride.

i think that it is the one thing that is in order and good in my life. it is not like my family that I cannot help or control and not the place where I (or can) ignore problems. it's not about my personal weight problem. it's not about my love life. or lack of it.

describe me

Actresses who could play me:
Parker Posey - wacky and quirky
Jeanne Garofalo (though I'm not silly smart)

On Love - it's an illness!

The quote is “Romantic love is mental illness. But it's a pleasurable one. It's a drug. It distorts reality, and that's the point of it.” by Fran Lebowitz (b. 1950) an American writer and humorist.
There's one more sentence in quote. I took it off because I didn't understand it. It goes "It would be impossible to fall in love with someone that you really saw." Now... what do you make of that?

asian avenue profile

So this is what I wrote in a website caled "asianavenie.com" similar to friendster.com, about 10 years ago... a bit corny


this is all me ...
chin chin, chinbulatz, bulate, tebulatz, bulatz, shintaro, shintot, chintot, utot, utotsky, shin, ballon, etc.

what i want to do but just don`t have the time for it:
re-organze my collection of coins, stamps, paper bills, key chains etc.

what i enjoy doing:
journal writing; people watching, critizing anything i see on tv or ... movies

what weird things i do:
talk to myself; talk to myself while walking; then again
talk to myself while walking in public;
searching for any sensual part/section in any fictional book i get hold of

what i want to do when i have the power to:
invent a machine that will capture and record
all my thoughts so i can play them back again and again

what i believe:
i believe in an existence of a supreme being that is responsible for
everything that is out there;
i believe in the Bible and it`s teachings (although I don`t follow it 99% of the time,
not because i don`t want to but because there is this evil thing inside me that i
have to struggle with and sometimes I don`t have all the strength to fight with)

impossible dreams:
memorize the dictionary

alter egos:
sherlock holmes, kitiara uth matar

principles in life:
don`t do to others what you don`t want others do to you
know thyself, know thy faults

elements:
speed, fire and unexpected possibilities

1st Installment

this is my excuse for self-centeredness, conversations with myself, my life according to me :)